that will never give up on me. No matter how many times we fight. Even if I’m the biggest bitch in the world to them, they’ll stay. They’ll look at the positive, and see our bright future together. Someone that can bring me up when I’m down. Someone that can handle their stress and my stress at the same time. Someone that is willing to get through any damn obstacle together. Someone that will never ever give up on me.
It breaks my heart every time I wake up from a lovely dream about you and my cold hands are grabbing onto a pillow instead of filling the spaces between your fingers. It hurts that I wake up hugging my pillow instead of having my arms around your waist. You’re so far out of my reach and it kills me because I can’t even feel the touch of your skin. It’s depressing knowing that the only thing that’s getting in the way is distance.
I let my walls come down for you. But then you took me for granted. I can’t help but feel like I wasted so much time, effort, and commitment on someone who never had an intention of staying. I’m sorry you got bored. I didn’t know I was only your last resort.
When you’re ready to be with someone who isn’t ready for you, who you wanna call “babe” & they’re still calling you by your name, who you wanna claim as your own but you have to refer to them as a friend, who you wanna hug & kiss but you gotta keep your hands to yourself, who you wanna be emotional with but they’re holding back, who you’re willing to wait for, but they would take someone else back in a heartbeat.
You remember when you & someone first started talking? They’re always hitting you up with so much to say, they start the conversation, they help keep it going, you can tell they’re happy cause you guys are talking, when you say you gotta go they don’t want you to leave so you stay a little longer just for them? Then later on, the replies become dull, the replies come slower, sometimes there isn’t a reply at all. Happens with almost everyone it seems like.
When you fall for someone, all you think about is them. You worry if they’re talking to someone other than you. You worry if they’ll find someone better. You worry if they’re ignoring you. You worry if they’ll get bored of you and leave one day. You wait for a text or a call from them every day. Most of all, you worry if they lose feelings and the connection you two had.
are like; one guy, one girl. One person isn’t ready for a label, one person is willing to wait. One hoe is trying to steal the guy away, one player is trying to steal the girl away. One friend also has feelings for that one person, one friend doesn’t like that one person, one ex is trying to get back at that one person, one of them starts to get bored, one of them stops doing what they did to get them, one of them thinks it’s better off being just friends.
It doesn’t necessarily mean they have to talk to me every day, I don’t expect that any way. I got a life to live and so do they, but it’s really nice to hear from them every once in a while and catch up on some things. Whether they simply send a quick text, call, Facebook me, I’m okay with that. It shows they make the effort to keep in touch and that they care. These are the kind of people I’d love to stick around for a long time.