Sucks knowing someone took your place. Sometimes you don’t even notice it, other times it just happens. Promises and promises, doesn’t even matter if you get replaced. Hurts to know that things won’t ever be the same again, even if you want them to be. All the things you used to do, you don’t do them anymore because someone put you to the side and forgot about you. I hate seeing someone else doing stuff I used to do.
The one who won’t dip in a month, that won’t go to a better looking girl. That doesn’t want you just for the physical things. The one who respects you and your decisions. The one that understand that family is first and school is important. The one that won’t take you away from your friends. Someone who’s not embarrassed to be with you in public. The one that talks to you the same way, both in person and on text. The one who just loves unconditionally.
In mostly everything. I lost effort in keeping close with people. The effort in keeping a conversation with someone, the search of a significant other, and mental motivation of inspiration. I’m tired. What can i honestly do really? I’ve gotten to the point where I find myself not caring about anything.
“Relationships only fail if you don’t try. You need patience. People just want an automatic love story, but it doesn’t happen that way. You have to put in effort. pull your end of the rope, and if you truly love the person, you’ll go out of your way to make it work.”—(via soultwisted)
I just find it really attractive when a guy can act mature/proper. I’m tired of perverted losers that don’t know how to treat or talk to a girl correctly; calling them hot or sexy and using inappropriate language towards them. I’m mostly searching for a gentleman that actually puts meaning into his sweet talk, making it more believable than it already may be. You know, just a guy who looks beyond a girl’s appearance, and more into her heart. That’s just me though.
Don’t count on anybody to always be there for you. I don’t need a boyfriend or a bestfriend. Sure, having one is nice, just make sure you don’t become attached to the point where losing them would break you. Independent is what you need to be. Because in the end, people aren’t always going to live up to what they say and you’re only going to have yourself.
like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. Your mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
It has all left me at such bad perspectives on having relationships. I’m always doing something wrong. I’m sorry. I’m only human. I let my past alter the way I act in the present and the most likely in the future. I’m just afraid for it all to happen again. I went through too much pain to set myself up for it again.
im a confusing girl. ill annoy you, do stupid shit, get mad about the smallest things you do or dont do, get sad about the times when you dont talk to me, make a big deal about the things you say, occasionally be a bitch cause ive been fucked over in the past, get jealous when you talk to other girls, and hate you for the way you make me feel at times. yeah, this is me. if you cant handle all of this at my worst, then you dont deserve me at my best.
“The more you get to know someone, the more attractive they become. Because all their beautiful qualities from inside, will suddenly be visible from the outside too. And that’s why I don’t believe in expectations or standards. You have to get to know someone, before you can put a definition on them.”—beautifully said. (via bonitajackiebum)