"Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain."

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carolinedevera:

Am I okay?

I never was and I don’t think I’ll ever be. 

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carolinedevera:

I’m fucking losing it.

I’ve lost my mind, I’ve lost myself.

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"As I mature I realize that I talk to myself more, I correct my own mistakes, I follow my own advice. Less people are around and that has allowed me to connect with myself. I’ve become one of my own best friends."

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"If you have the ability to love, love yourself first."

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1112pm:

It’s nice— sorta
You were just there,
the first and probably only one
who made me feel even an ounce
of comfort
in a roomful of people
I didn’t know
and still don’t.
Like the morning I woke up
and cried until my eyelids swelled
up three times their size
and you made sure I slept,
and from then on, I’d call you
either hiccuping in between sobs
and heaving shoulders,
with my girly antics and my repeated
“why”s and “I’m so tired”s,
over heavy weight that didn’t seem
so heavy after you would
put things into perspective.
Like the night I half ran away from
my problems,
and did my usual parking
by a random tree
to chain smoke my worries away,
and I was bothered by the car that
inched so close to my window
just to see your half reprimanding
expression and hear your sigh
through the glass and cold space.
It’s nice to feel like someone
bothers, at all,
because they want to,
not because they have to.

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"‘I care,’ he said in a trembling voice. ‘I care so much that I do not know how to tell you without it seeming inconsequential compared to how I feel. Even if I am distant at times and seem as if I do not want to be with you, it is only because this scares me, too.’"

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"And I got the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know that I’m not that strong."

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